BLERRRRGHHHH MIND BLANNNNNNNKKKKKKKKKK

thinking outloud doesnt work for me..
theres some things i just think i'll never ever share..

is it stupid that i make goals and forget abotu them? and so never complete them? LOL
remmebering back to a tiem i felt depresssed and was blogging.. and i said id make soem goals and try finish them to cheer myself up.. i dont remmeebr the goals.. and i cbf lookign for them and god knows if ive done any of them.. but what i think is if i really wanted to complete that goal.. if it was soemthign i was really aiming for that id rememebr it.. so im not an idiot.. there.. answered my own question :D

tried on my formal dress again today
first time since i bought it a couple of months ago
and it still fits
CHEEEEEYEEEEEHH!

check it

hahah i hear you can never find the same strand twice..
i jst did
you see.. my hair sall gross at the ends and soemtimes it knots itself
liekthe single strand amkes a signel knot
i found it
and put it down
then picked it up again
FOUDN IT

im guessing it cant be that hard to finda needle in a haystack then?
look for the shiny silver thing? or just jump in and feel aroudn until it pricks you?
but i duno if haystacks are prickly.. or shiny? oO never seen or touched one..

"what do you want from me?"
good question..

are there somethings
taht we're shit curious about
that we shoudlnt ever know..
coz then that means we know it
and thers nothign else to wonder about
and whats life without amazment magic and wonder? :)

i hate how eveyrhtigns become text now isntead of faace to face contact
and you cant tell emotions
or if someones lying or not
and then youre told youre stupid for being gullible
well its just a bunch of letters..
and soryr i trusted you..

anywayy.. its so stupid now.. thats why i still use those TB emotes.. coz then you can tell if im happy or not :)
its not TB
its how i add emotion to the conversation?

when ir ead some comments on facbeook.. ic ant tell if the person is annoyed or not or tryign to stir soemthign up or.. not.. or even joking.. or whatever.. gets annoying and its gettign to me =/