6-5-12 (1)

to all the department stores out there opening plus sized additions to their clothing range.. good work for accommodating for our ever growing community but give me a call when you decide to stock size 6 clothes. they use less material.. why not stock them!?!?! >:/

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

8-4-12 (3)

gotta keep reminding myself to think positive :)

8-4-12 (2)

STRESSED
-boys are too hard to shop for
-my students arent learnign anything i teach them
-its getting colder and im no good with cold.. :(

8-4-12 (1)

you know what?
its not fun being skinny..
i wana tell all the girls out there trying to aim for this
its not that great

low blood pressure
always gettign dizzy whenever you stand up
never finding clothes that fit you
being scared that your period wont come the next month
coz it doesnt come if yorue too skinny

i didnt choose to be liek this. i still eat normally. dont hate me. i dont like it but i wish i could tlak more openly about it... whenever i try to open up to people about how i feel about my body they just make a joke and say that they hate me coz i can eat whatever i want. and when i dont eat they tell me thats why im skinny but what if my stomach jtu cant take any more food!?

i didnt choose this.. i just had to blab it out somewhere and this was the only place i thought i could do it since i dont get readers or comments
so i wont get bitchy slander telling me i shoudl be happy
but.. youre never happy til you get what you want
and when you get it you'll want somethign else
i just gotta learn to accept it and be content with it

just want to find some stupid winter clothes that will fit me... >:/ thats all.