dear blog

dear blog
theres been a lot on my mind lately..
and i havnt been able to spare any tiem to talk to anyone about it
and in the next few weeks i wotn either
so instead of bottlign it up
i will write it all here and not reveal names or make it obvious
i just need to let it out

-they say you're using me.. what does that mean?
-fuck off.. like seriously.. grow up and learn they really arent your friends
-peer pressure should go on a holiday and die on the plane then burn in its rubble and crash into the ocean and be eaten up by some undiscovered fish with claws and teeth and the whoel lot of it... then disappear and not re-appear in hell, heaven or reincarnation form
-you used to be cool
-all i can do is laugh
-its a big wide world full of scary people
-fuck off, wannabe
-sigh..
-do i care too much sometimes?
-two days.. two days and you guys expected it all done? pshh screw yoru ideas
-i put too much on myself.. should i ask for help maybe once in a while?

ahh..
thank you :)