no one talk to me

please do not talk to me
if it is goign to be about the yr 12 jumpers/research project
my shorts
or prefect

i miss havign real conversations with people
who really want to get to know me
and dont try be my friend
just to get the stupid jumper they want
stop asking me how im going
obviously im working hard on it
they will be my jumpers too
so NO SHIT i want a good one
ever thougth about that!?
anndnd i got hte HWOLE yr level knowing im makign them
so NO SHIT i have to do a good job of them
THERE ARE OTHER POEPLE
WITH OPINIONS
NOT JUST YOU
SO STOP TALKIGN TO ME AND DEMANDNG
THISS JACKET NO DO THIS
NO YOU HAVE TO DO THIS COZ I WANT IT
WELL FUCK YOU ALL GO ORGANISE IT YOURSELLFFFFFFFF

andd.. didnt you all know school shorts were a part of the uniform?
ive said it a million times where i got them from
youve asked me a million times
so i answered politly as anyone would
but yes i get it.. they are kute
they look good
why else do i wear them?
enough.. please.

prefect.. im sick of tlakign about myself..
sick of making speeches..
sick of getting my hopes up
then getting them crushed..
cant help populatrity
and peopel who vote for those htey are going out with
i thougt our generation were smarter..
i knew it was always goign to be apopularity contest..
but i chose not to believe it

today.. i was told that i got the most votes
and that strangers i never talked to were happy i got prefect
i didnt want to belive ti was a poplarity contest..
guess it is and i won..
and i dont even have that many close friends to celebrate with
in fact.. no celebration at all.. =/

rant rant rant..

oh.. im getting mroe white hairs now too.. >.>