i dont care if you still read this or not
but i realised
i stopped having super happy moments
those fun moments your ememebr forever
and even as you reminise over them.. you cant help but laugh
yeah..
i stoped having those
when i stoped havng a real best friend

aww dont feel sorry for me.. im not tryign to sound depressed or aything
i still have fun with new friends and people i meet
but theres just that one person in my life missing
who isnt my boyfriend
who knows evyerthign about me..
who i really am..
more than i even know..