so, youve been the confident one
the loud one
everyone knows who you are
eveyrwhere youve been
your whole life
up til a point

in pirmary school.. everyone knew who i was not to mess with me and it was an awesoem atmosphere. at highschool now, even in yr 8 when eveyrone was kinda awkward and lost tryignt o find thier own social group, i didnt feel left out and people seemed to still recognise me. i never knew what it was like to be outcasted

not that last night was a bad thing or antyhing.. but it was the quietest ive ever been in a group of people..

i usually jst speak my mind.. but last night i was so intimidated abotu waht eveyrone would think of me that i just thought half the things i wanted to say and as i lay in a stupid uncomfy bed that night.. those thoughts were all i could think of..

all the conversations i couldve had..